Posted by August (206.103.35.238) on April 29, 2001 at 04:16:05:
when you just panick...you can't take another o ne. How do we keep doing it? How do we keep sane knowing what's coming? Knowing the extent of torture and the flavor of pain that is just minutes away?
I don't know how we do it, but we do it. I"m scared shitless rig ht now. I'm exhausted , i don't have a fighting chance with this one coming. I' ll let it torture me, and i'll win by just being around after it's do ne. I'm here again reaching out, not even because i need a response, i don't. I just need to be here where others understand. Such comfort is that understanding .
Terry are you doing ok out there?