Posted by Justin (165.247.25.38) on April 16, 2001 at 21:24:59:
I need to know I'm not the only one that seriously considers suicide during a HA. today i was stuck on the subway with a CH and my pain killers which work about 60% of the time, (meaning they abort after about 30 minutes) didn't work at all. This was probably an 11 on the kip scale. (yeah i know it goes to 10). the emotional highs and lows are just so much to handle. i know i would never go through with anything so drastic, i'm not like that, but the images in my brain scare me during an attack. just needed to vent. lithium and verapmil haven't worked. on to the next...