Posted by Jeanie (208.160.180.50) on April 14, 2001 at 04:20:17:
I can't go back to bed,
Cause I'm afraid of the pain in my head,
My hubby's asleep in his room,
Totally oblivious to my feelings of doom,
We don't sleep in the same bed anymore,
Why bother, since all I do is pace the floor,
The darkness and quiet does calm me a bit,
But I'm afraid to lay down, so here I sit,
Feeling alone and misunderstood,
I want to tell the world, if only I could,
But I'm sure they wouldn't feel our pain,
And I do think some of them think we're somewhat insane,
For why else would a grown woman sit at work in a dark room and cry?
Squeeze her head with her hands, and wish she would just die?
Oh well, I guess that's my cross to bear,
At least, I can come to a place now, where people care!