Posted by Len (170.215.217.41) on April 11, 2001 at 22:38:33:
In Reply to: I am posted by me. on April 11, 2001 at 16:07:26:
I came to this sight for my first time with the same feelings as you. 10 chronic and two eposodic years of hell. I lost jobs, lost health insurance (which didnt cover the meds I need anyway) and after a few weeks of spending every night in the waiting room of the ER as people stared at me while I squeezed my head or press it against the cold plate glass tears rolling down my face moaning aload as I wait my turn. I one night said ok had enough."DEMON YOU BASTARD COME AND GET ME, YOU WIN, I GIVE UP."
that night for some reason I went to the computer and typed in cluster headaches. I found this place and some very wonderful people responded to my posts which made me feel wonderful. I chatted on the chat line till they threw me out. But the people here are by far the bravest in the world I've learned and all though I'm PF at the moment I ache for all of you. That night I went to my computer in tears and logged off smiling. I'm still here and now I'm pain free as you will be soon too. "DON'T GIVE IN TO THE BASTARD!"
your friend
Len