Posted by nancyc (64.12.106.34) on April 09, 2001 at 17:07:39:
I really try to post only positive things on this board but I need my family now..ASAP. I am hurting so bad...I am a drug/alcohol/psychiatric nurse as alot of you know. I have had something hurt me so bad today that I do not feel I can keep hanging on here. I am having shadow after shadow and then this incident happened at work where I was betrayed by the very person I was protecting. I am so sorry I have to ask for help here but I can not deal with this hurt and I need my family desperately. I can not even sign my name smiles, nancyc as I am not smiling right now at all. nancyc PS please do not lecture me right now..I can not handle it.