Posted by Kathy W on April 05, 1999 at 21:40:05:
In Reply to: surfacing crud posted by John Davis on April 05, 1999 at 20:26:44:
John, I know what it is to be sad about this curse we have. I am in counseling about the depression I suffer due to this. I feel betrayed that I have this. "what did I do to deserve it?", I think when Im really low. Sometimes its just an effort to roll over in bed when you just want to lie there and waste away. BUT--you know what I live for, now?? those fantastic pain free times. You know, when your endorphins are going and you feel higher than ever? Then the remissions... I just came back from a 2 yr remission. It was the best!I was thankful every day. I think anyone with a chronic condition would understand this passionate appreciation for life.
Good luck to you!