Posted by annemarie (212.238.33.13) on April 07, 2001 at 17:47:38:
In Reply to: Suicide posted by Frank on April 07, 2001 at 17:03:00:
My partner is permanently disabled; he needs me.
So bowing out is not an option.
Two and a half years ago I sat with my cluster attacks at an open, floor to ceiling window, in our holiday apartment - third floor, no railings. And I kept saying I wish I were dead. There was the window.
But I knew I could not. Very simple. He needs me. So: no.
Being a sufferer as well as a supporter brings out strange things in ourselves, doesn't it?
Support in beauty, annemarie