Posted by deb e (216.46.198.250) on March 17, 2001 at 22:04:00:
In Reply to: Cranpain posted by Rachel on March 17, 2001 at 21:43:30:
how you feel. i have 5 kids and even though only 3 are still at home and those are in their teens now i went thru some of my roughest cycles when they were all young. i have missed seasons of their growing up while i medicated to ease the pain. walking around having that 'half here' feeling is a vivid memory that has returned to me now that i am cycling again and even though i know it is hard on my family i also know they will as Cranpain says..want you to be around no matter what shape you are in. hang in there and fight the good fight once again... i'll be praying for you :).