Posted by sailpappy (4.48.11.143) on February 27, 2001 at 22:19:40:
In Reply to: if there is a god he can suck my ass posted by Lenny Aldous on February 27, 2001 at 14:55:20:
personaly I think it because you have the courage and the strength to face and deal with the beast.
Your not that selfish of a person to leave a legacy of this nature to your loved ones. Go stand naked in the cold shower and scream to the Hilt if it helps deal with the pain!
I haven't posted much for a while because of my own situation, 7 to 8 a day and If you read the board you know I have advanced Hep C also, I know where your mind is when you think these thoughts!
All has failed on the medical front(for me) and I live moment to moment relishing every breath- In pain but very happy to be alive to suffer! Fighting ever harder to the last breath!! Pappy