Posted by TomM (63.36.105.190) on February 09, 2001 at 22:32:53:
In Reply to: oh what a night posted by jm on February 09, 2001 at 22:08:08:
I hear you! My wife and best freind are about the only people I have told about my suicidal tendancies when I'm clustering. I always tell Renee to hide the ammo to all the guns because if I could crawl to a loaded pistol or shotgun....I feel embaressed to talk to work acquiantenaces about this deep, troubling, debilitating disease. I understand completey and encourage you to remind yourself that you CAN get through it. Think positive and be proactive.--Tom--