Posted by susan (161.184.22.80) on February 04, 2001 at 21:19:25:
what a lovely way to say fuck you! My cluster has been here since September and I still have the last messages from I don't remember when and I still think about Dave every other week and no I have not joined OUCH! I have not talked to my mother in about a month either and my sister is due to have a baby tomorrow and when she called me 2 days ago I couldn't answer the phone! So yeah Oh woe is me POOR baby has a HA! I am not here all the time, except in spirit, and I love coming back here and it's only been in the last 4 years that the turnover in names has really slowed down! Maybe it's attitudes like yours that people only read for info and never post! Or try to stay away! I am sorry that my lack of committment doesn't meet your standards although hey buddy THANKS! getting me upset drove that damn beast down! write again and be rude it's better than narcotics!! But seriously.... I wasn't aware that everyone had gotten so close! That there is a bit of "family" now happening! I know...I would've known had I stuck around to help someone else! I have 4 children, I work with special needs kids and adults, We have 3 goats and a donkey and land that desperately needs clearing so it can make some money and when I am not in pain or clinging to the fraying knot at the end of my rope, I am LIVING! Use to be this site encouraged us to LIVE and that when we needed to come back those here were in pain or living with someone in pain! and welcomed you with open arms! NO JUDGEMENT! Anyway whatever.....Take care!
Susan