Posted by Paula (205.188.198.21) on January 30, 2001 at 11:15:48:
In Reply to: If by some miracle.... posted by August on January 30, 2001 at 03:50:36:
You remind me of me. Your post came after a night of crying myself to sleep. I too used to pray for pain to be taken away, from my little sister. She had a progressive musle dease. It was really hard on her in her teens. Kids can sometimes be so cruel. I prayed and really beleaved God would give it to me instead. I knew he could and beleaved if I prayed hard enough it would come true. When it didn't happen I for years could not beleave in God or prayer. For some reason he would not do it. She handle her dease well. Fighting all the way till it took her life in 1996. I would not give you my CH if I even could, This for some reason is my cross to bear. We all need eachother and for just one to be suffering would be WAY TO MUCH. I am here for you and everyone else. For some reason last night I thought of her and her last hours and knew how much she wanted to live. Her memory brings both pain and comfort to me. She, even though she suffered, was a great help to me with my CH. We must fight the beast together. We must get all the help we can and bring it down. Together we have much more power. Thanks for the offer my freind but I'm afraid your stuck with me and my CH. Love Paula