Posted by August (208.161.103.136) on January 29, 2001 at 04:46:57:
being a coward? I'm afraid to fall asleep. I've tried the dramanine. It doesn't stop it from waking me up. I still dream these graphic nightmares, and then i wake up and i'm in one. I've tried looking in the mirror and telling myself i'm brave enough and smart enough and gosh darnit who gives a fu*k if anyone likes me....but my mind doesn't believe it, and still I pace, not in pain, but to stay awake.
I'm ready to ask someone to walk up behind me and hit me over the head with an iron frying pan. Just knock me out.
Any takers? Perfect opportunity to shut me up so i'll stop posting my mind ramblings.