Posted by Paul on March 11, 1999 at 18:59:42:
Just found you folks, and think I have found a new home.
I have had CH"s near 20years. I have gone chronic and back.
I am curently waiting for my time to start (April).
I can not say what a relief it is to have found some people serious about helping their 1% brother and sisters.
Suddenly, the world feels a little brighter.
Stupid stuff wrote long ago
"It comes in a dream
It gives quite a scream
Origins unknown
Pain full blown
Memories remain
Blood, loss of feeling, brain drain, not the same
Sanity losses, the fight aging, the battle waning
Sometimes pity is the only safe harbor
Sometimes drug induced numbness the only answer
Sometimes it seems the end is the only peace
Experience is the only understanding
Outside the white hot circle, ignorance can not be blamed
Entering is the only comprehension
Not to be wished on the worst enemy
There is only one enemy
It resides in my head
It never goes to bed
It can't be wished away, prayed away, doped away, scared away, cared away, fought away, runaway anyway
Runaway anyway
Anywhere
Speed can keep you ahead aways, head aways, head a weighs
Lo the demon has his speed too
And rest awwured, he gonna catch you.....soon
Sorry, but had to get that out. NO ONE has ever saw that before. It scares me still.
I wrote it about 10 years ago
May we all find peace in our time