Posted by Jennifer (63.88.158.238) on January 17, 2001 at 18:52:47:
Life continues on as usual, only after this cycle, things are different. Busy, yeah. There is the laundry, and work, and dinners, and kids, and school report cards, and homework, and workouts, and the thought of that damn bikini mocking me from the top drawer. This time, its different. Cycle pretty much over (except for the occasional lurker tryin to piss me off) This time, I didn't walk away from all of you. This time, I stay connected. Why? Because the strong, those of us OUT of cycle can be the biggest friggin WARRIORS to this bastard beast. We need the strength of others to hold us up when we hurt. Now we (I) have the strength that I lacked when in cycle. Now I am well again... watch out you motherfucker. Cuz after fuckin with me for the last 2.5 months, now I'm gonna fuck with YOU. Listen to me you low-life, sonofabitch, you may THINK you kicked my ass and that I am gonna crawl away and hide and pretend you don't exist for the next couple of years.. guess what? YOU'RE WRONG!!
Jen's joining OUCH. Jen has a bigger mouth and a bigger attitude than you have with your pain and fear you try to spread. Your worthless dispair you try to instill is NOTHING compared to the strength of unity WE have! Gonna try to make ME go away???? NOT GONNA HAPPEN.
Now, the rest of you... tell me what I can do. I want REAL action. Letter writing? That is my job and I am damn good at it. Get vocal? I never shut up, so I can handle that as well. We are gonna beat this bastard, together.