Posted by jstone (199.174.229.25) on January 06, 2001 at 03:51:37:
I recently posted a message that I was feeling suicidal and really freaked out. The ol cluster's are in full force once again. I suppose I need to treat the secondary depression to ease the suffering. Got to try to find something that doesn't have a shitload of side effects. Anyway, many of you emailed me personally and your kind words and thoughts helped give me the strength I was so desperate for. This extended family is a miracle. I know a lot of us escape with different art forms and create another reality for us to go to from time to time. I'm in a band in Denver called Battery Park and I'm really proud of what we are creating. It brings joy to me in such a desperate way. Why don't you all check out the link to our webpage and listen to what a fellow clusterhead is trying to do to express all the joy and frustration that comes with this life. There are mp3 downloads of some of our tunes as well as mpeg's and pictures. www.netriffs.com/batterypark Peace to you all and may you all find some joy in your own personal escape.
Joe