Posted by August (206.103.35.79) on January 06, 2001 at 01:53:30:
I'ts a gift when you get to find out what people you thought were your friends really think about you. I mean this i'm serious. I don't know how to play games. I know i hate them. It hurts like hell, but it's both humbling and a good realiltyh check. That's a gift. Some people never get the chance to ever know what others really think of them. My life touched people and hurt people and is a general fucked up mess. People wonder why i don't want to be found or give out my telephone number. HOw would you like to have a person bent on hurting those you care about get hurt, because it will hurt you? I've kept to myself so that the worst he could do was post to this board.
I' ve tried to help people. I've failed. I' ve tried to be there for people and failed worst. I' ve hurt everyone i've cared about on thi s board. Don't try to understand this. Just chalk it up to another stupid post from someone you don't know. Nobody here knows me or my heart.
I'm sorry
Cluster Creations is a shit site that does nothing.
I wanted it to.
Is it possible to love people you've never met? Yes it is. Ted, Margi, Riccardo, Den, Bennie Sue, jonny, Charlie, Elaine, Todd, Piper, Sailpappy, Paco, Bob P, Melissa, Ken H, Mathijhs, sorry, but i have to say it. I loved you guys. I really did', problem solved, life goes on
ok i'm done