Posted by Dennis O'C (209.34.3.52) on December 29, 2000 at 15:26:18:
...that's what goes thru my mind as a Cluster peaks.
The intensity obviously wipes away the reality of all of you...a couple of years worth of all of you.
I know it sounds stoopid...hell...it does to me anytime I'm not under attack.
But as sure as Drummer is an idiot, as sure as Toad's a computer whiz, as sure as Margi is a supporter, and as sure as jonny is a...a...as sure as I would not want to have him show up at my door pissed off at me...the next time, which is any minute now, Bertha ice picks my face, I'm gonna be convinced that "noone hurts as much as me".
Best I kin figger it is that, that thought is the epitome, the essence, the quintessence of the darkside that is so completely obliterated by the light of "interacting with other sufferers from around the world" here. The quintessence of which is embodied in the phrase, "I am not alone".
yeeeeeeOUCH!...sorry...I just fell on my ass off of my "Terry S Memorial" soapbox. But I'm not hurt....not too bad..... I'll ...uh...live.
Let yer light shine.
DEN