Posted by Sonya (216.9.206.197) on December 27, 2000 at 04:01:57:
well, i thought the ch's were over... the shots i got
kept them from happening...then the time went past the two
week numbing process...and no ch in site. So... i thought to
cancell out two verapamil pills today. Now it's past 2 am and i'm
drinking coffee trying to get over a slight ch attack.
Funny, cause my vision got dim, and a runny nose thing... but the pain
is just "annoying" and not fierce. Thank goodness i didn't just throw
all the pills away. So.. i guess i'm still going to be taking those pills
tomorrow along with all the other pills. Man, this cycle just won't end!
It's so stifling... i wanted to go see a play with a friend today... and then
got invited to go ice skating with some friends, and a new years eve party... but
the fear of an attack! Away from home. And I already "freaked" out one batch of
friends with carrying a portable oxygen tank in the back seat and meds in my pockets
for "sudden attacks". I also got offered a job... but i can't take it till this is over.
I don't know... they should not have lasted this long. Never this long. tired. 2:10 am.