Posted by August (206.102.3.235) on December 21, 2000 at 03:26:18:
Your perspective and insight helped. Guilt is a big thing with me right now. I want to make life count, and I'm seeing it wasted with hours of fighting my head. There's so much I want to do, and do for people. I guess I can only do what I can, and hope it's understood. One thing I wanted to share, was that my niece made me a picture yesterday. It was of her giving me a hug. She wrote on it "I love you Mom"(she calls me mom, and her mother that passed away, mommy I'll never be mommy, but she's given me the title of mom)The cool thing was that she wrote it 34 times from the top of the page, to the bottom of the page.
These are the things that make fighting and hanging onto life worth it.
Hylm