Posted by DORIS (24.160.133.175) on December 13, 2000 at 11:49:52:
Well, I knew eighteen months ago I would be making this entry. I normally cycle every twelve months, but I've been given six month extra. I am greatfull for for the additional time without a cycle. I woke from my sleep about and 1 1/2 after dozing off - it took me a few minutes to realize what was going on, by that point my wonderfull, dear husband had already figured it out. He had already gone down stairs for ice water and was looking for the sedatives I keep, to calm the fear of going back to sleep, they do nothing for the pain, but help calm me down when its over. This morning he was on the phone arranging the O2 and letting me know that once again we will together ride the storm out. I dread this time in life, but am aware that it to will pass and Mike will do all he can to support me during the long painfull night, it helps so much to have that. Well I have rambled long enough, but its what I do when I feel frighted and this pain frightens me. Thanks for listening.