Posted by Candace (63.79.143.103) on December 07, 2000 at 10:52:39:
I just read a message in the guest book and they said that evey time they start another cycle they can't believe it is happening. That hit home to me becuase each time my cycle is over I think, O.K. that has to be the last time-I am never going to get them again! And each time it starts again and I have my first crusher I can't believe how much pain there is and I don't think I can make it through another cycle. The up side is that I have never gotten in to see my doctor at the beginning of a cycle (by the time he has an opening I have usually been through hell and back many many times) but this time they took pity on me and the medication is helping some. But I just hate the shadows-and they will be here through Christmas-it's very depressing. But enough self-pity...thanks for listening.