Posted by Alane (205.188.200.52) on October 24, 2000 at 19:36:38:
The first stay at the Psych Hospital was good and saved my life, but I left before I was really ready and I went back to work too soon. I had only one good week out out about four the othets I was suicidal. And the week I felt good I was not thinking of me I was thinking of my work. This go 'round I am sure I am ready. I am not going back to work until January 1, 2001. I have plenty of time to help me. I am going to help me and do what is best for me.
Thank you all for thinking about me and caring. There are no words that can describe the feeling of warmth and caring I have received from around the world, even though I was not here to read the messages your love was felt.
Alane