Posted by sonya (216.9.206.101) on October 05, 2000 at 22:21:18:
my regular doctor put me on colopin... a very strong
and can be addictive anti-depressant. I started having
panic attacks cause i always was living in fear of having
another violent attack..and then fear of what would happen if
my child was alone with me... and how scared he'd be. I got very
worked up and found myself shaking all the time. So.. she put me
on it. The drug is strong. I sleep very deep, but the side affect is
amazing thing is it totally takes away the attacks. She said it has that
side affect. Colonpin is not a drug to turn to easily. It does have very
strong drawbacks... it makes you less yourself. you kinda zomby out and not
care much about what's going on around you. and you have to be weaned off of it.
But... i'm glad for now, for me, that somehow i found a way thru this. I wasn't
doing well. The high dosage of steriods has causen me to be very ill. So, now
i fight infections as well. I just wanted to let ya'll know. thanks for letting
me hang out./sonya