Posted by melissa (63.25.113.169) on October 03, 2000 at 20:27:04:
I have been with no CH for 3 whole days. Feels like remission has begun. Therefore, from this moment on, I will still be posting on the board, and in fact, "Embracing" every possible explanation, treatment, cause, affects and people, as much as I possibly can. Now that my head is clear, I will be an observer, and also here for anyone who may, or may not need me. Call me a fly on the wall if you will. I see much debate going on here, and in MY opinion, every single point made, experiments done, and words written, are creating a much larger picture. I will be working with a family friend (with a medical degree, I'm not saying which), and together, keep on researching, and exploring all possibilities of what we "hope" to be meaningful to this board. I have probably the largest open mind, of anyone you could meet, and avenues are constantly open for me. I want to use what I have, to help, and inform those who suffer like me. I'm not looking to be anyone's savior, I'm just as curious, and explorative as the rest of you, and want to find out, what the hell causes them. I'm not looking for a cure, but the cause. I'm quite lucky to have "brains" in friends, because I for one, have an awful memory. I wish I could retain the information myself, but I can't. To make a long story short, any, and everything I find, I will most definately post to those of you here. And I'm not going to be basing my opinions on what I think would help, but what I'm looking to do, is maybe give back, some of which you have so thoughtfully, and wonderfully, given me here.
Here's wishing for pain free days, nights, and lifetimes ahead.
melissa