Posted by Susan H (64.20.47.248) on September 05, 2000 at 01:08:17:
What he doesn't realize is that I am afraid to go to sleep. That the minute I find peace in my sleep it will be taken away, with out warning, with out cause. I had one of my worse attacks tonight. Kids start school tomorrow, thought I'd get a good nights sleep, only to wake an hour later. Oxygen didn't seem to help this time. Feel sorry for the dog, threw her off the bed, would have thrown my husband too, but he's too big. This is how a child must feel that has nightmares, you will do any thing to stay awake. I have only gotten 5 hours sleep in the last two days. But I will say one thing, my house is clean, and all my laundry is done. Until next time............