Posted by August (206.102.3.216) on June 25, 2000 at 03:38:02:
I feel like a real schmuck for being such a wimp lately. No sleep and no breaks is messing with my mind. I think if I could get some sleep and even a half day free i'd be back to normal again.
In no way do I think I have it worst off than anyone else. When I go to radiation treatments there is this little boy that always has his appointment after me. He has luekemia, and i know how painful that has to be for such a little person. Every time I see him he gives me a big smile. He's just a kid. It breaks my heart every time I see him giving me a smile because he thinks I need it.
I feel really bad that I'm wimping out lately and taking more than I'm giving.
I'm sorry everyone.