Posted by MaryD (4.54.102.227) on June 15, 2000 at 22:09:07:
In Reply to: Annemarie, not August, but... posted by Annemarie on June 15, 2000 at 16:04:19:
Annemarie, I also feel as you do, I fight at each battle I fight at home. At my 2:15 meeting each morning with the beast. I go down stairs get an ice pack and go up stairs and lay down with a wet wash cloth and the ice pack over my forehead and eyes. I stay as still as possible and cry without moving until I fell asleep if I fell asleep. But At work around 6:15 each morning I have another attack, because I'm embarrassed for my co-worker to see me in my weaken state and ashamed of my appearance (flushed cheeks, running nose, tears coming down my face) I move, or try if possible. I'm a programmer analysis. I fix problems... but I can't fix me!