Posted by Rachel (209.240.200.164) on June 13, 2000 at 06:03:07:
In Reply to: good morning everyone posted by cheryl allman on June 13, 2000 at 03:55:08:
For some reason I cannot post under add your entry so I am going to do it here. I am in the 4rth month of this cluster episode, I am totally at my wits end, I am getting so depressed, I can't sleep, I can't work, I can't care for my children and for the first time in my life I actually had suicidal thoughts to stop this pain. I don't feel that way today but my God, how long can this continue? It has been 6 years total and I just can't take it anymore!! I swear this is going to be the death of me. Now I am dizzy almost constantly, vision problems and balance is poor..this used to happen with the cluster and go away, now it's always there. I'm seeing the doctor in a couple hours again. I take fiurocet w/codeine, hydrocodone and short courses of prednisone. I've had sinus surgery too to try to help. Im totally disheartened, I want my life back!!
I know we are all going through this, thanks for letting me vent!!