Posted by cheryl (204.143.13.97) on June 08, 2000 at 12:43:44:
I think about you all while I am sitting with Donald in the ER. I think about you all when he is screaming and beating his head. I wonder if anything can take this away. I get depressed thinking I may have to live my life in the ER and fighting with Doctors to help Donald. I pray for strength to get us through another day. I had a wreck and they totaled my car so now I have to go car shopping. The good light at the tunnel is on the 17th I start my new job. With a hugh increase in salary. I keep thinking will all of this affect my new job?? How can it NOT. It is such a large part of our lives. I cried to the Doctor the other day you've got to do something!!! It is ruining our lives. What if I loose my job, no insurance and he has to live life in pain. She gave him demerol pills. But, keeping the pain masked in another problem in itself. I guess I am feeling just alittle sorry for myself and depressed. You guys always give a shoulder and your heart.
Love
Cheryl