Posted by Gary (216.34.56.10) on June 04, 2000 at 02:53:31:
In Reply to: 18 years????? posted by Todd on June 03, 2000 at 20:12:47:
I've only been on it since '94, I'm sorry I left that fact out......
thanks for your correction...
This nightmare has gotten me in enough pain and suffering..
sometimes I forget how long all of this really has been...
My heart bleeds profusely, since I found this site...
I could'nt imagine anyone,(let alone THOUSANDS of others),
could experience this pain....
I'm no genius,or even the sharpest knife in the drawer,
but I can't understand why mankind has not found a complete
remedy for all of us...
I've lost a lot due to this, and I use my pain and anger from it
in very bad ways sometimes.....
I'm here to say that I am only human, and so are all of you + we
all have 1 thing in common......
Since the first one I had, I've always said that I would not wish
this on even my worst enemy...
Thank GOD noone in my family suffers like I do...
I'm not a religious man, but I pray one day for a cure......
Which I'm sure that is only wishful thinking...
Today my nasal spray let me dowm "REAL HORRORSHOW"...
I hope all sufferers and supporters alike "Hang in there"..
Maybe someday.......................