Posted by NickD (209.83.94.157) on May 24, 2000 at 10:39:21:
In Reply to: Sometimes posted by Ted on May 24, 2000 at 03:35:15:
been going on now for six months and only missed two or three days without a CH, sometimes up to 6 or 7 a day. Still refuse to take pyschotropic drugs or pain killers, these do nothing but screw up my brain so I cannot function as an engineer, have terrible side effects, and even cause rebound that extents the CH cycle. I gave up long ago expecting mercy, certainly none from the IRS or the people I work for, I either work or get canned, no one gives a damn that I suffer from CH's so why should I give a damn that I get them. Regarding help, what help? Tried every drug on the market and what right do I have to expect someone else to help me or cuss them out if they won't? They don't suffer from CH so why should they care? Why should they spend their money to help me, what have I done for them?
Had to put down a puppy last week, she was beautiful intelligent, but was born with twisted limbs, could not walk, and she has every right to live like any other creature on this earth, I don't put us humans above any creature on earth and the religions that teach this are full of crap. Yet it was the humane thing to do, I held her in my arms and gave her all the comfort I could, the vet gave the lethalinjection, no struggle, she had accepted her fate, in 15 seconds, she was dead, a tear still fell from my eye, I can never get used to this, the Germans really developed a powerful drug that can cause death so easy and painlessly, was tempted to ask the vet for an injection for myself, only cost 15 bucks, but what the hell, will live and suffer another day. Nature sucks, how many babies in the animal kingdom are born only to be someones supper?