Posted by Elaine (205.188.192.179) on May 16, 2000 at 11:34:27:
In Reply to: Another night. posted by Joe F on May 16, 2000 at 07:31:49:
Thats the only thing that gets me through one. It has taken me years to learn how to deal with the demon and I am still learning new things from this site. I have been working on what a friend has taught me about pushing the pain out. Don't think about anyone or anything when you have one hit. Just pushing the pain out. I don't think about the pain itsself I just breath deep in and out and try to think the pain away. It still hurts like hell and makes me cry. My tears are from the pain not fear. Knowing that when its over you can call another clusterhead or icq one or just post helps because you know your not alone. The great thing is you see someone who needs help and you post to them hoping it helped a little. Thats a good feeling also. Joe hang in there and know you have friends thinking of you, even when your not hurting ;-)! Thank Goodness we all have a place to come to.