Posted by Riccardo (209.239.65.145) on April 14, 2000 at 15:11:37:
In Reply to: In light of the darkness.... posted by Carl D on April 14, 2000 at 14:32:39:
have reached our goals rise a hand!
Noone I think. CH is enough to fail one, and how many other goals failed!
I could write a long list, and any of us also.
But I understand, the 30 years is a bad age for a man. I did your same thought, and I was only with CH and on divorce. But I remember that I passed a year so bad, with your same thoughts.
And I have had less and less problem than you.
OK you are deep introubled, is a fact. But the thirties help a lot to go deep in the s**t!
Think that you have a lot of time to recover all this. THink that the clusters will end. Think that you are a strong man in a weak body. Is the man that win, the body can recovery in few days from illnesses of years.
This is an important birthday for you, but in the good sense. You are not ALONE, you are on the way of good doctors (Thanking Elaine also) and you are ready to start a new life, surely better than the last years.
Whe hope in you, but the first that have to hope are you. We love you guy, (with the normal load of kisses also)
And this Birthday will be the start of the Carl new, happy life!
Ciao Carl