Posted by Elaine (24.88.1.116) on April 13, 2000 at 14:00:30:
I love ch.com and the people here even the ones that get my goat. I am not a saint I am only human and I jump sometimes. I made a mistake and I am sorry. I have made up my mind to leave ch.com message board, as for how long I do not know. I will still be working on OUCH as membership chairman if they still want me to. I will finish helping Carl D and making sure he sees a doctor. I will send monthly statements to all who donated money to Carl showing how much money we have, who donated it and where the money goes.
DJ I apologize to you for the Mrs. Holloman classroom and all the joking I have done on this board. I also apologize to you for the bitching I did. You are one hell of a man and one special friend. Thank You for all your help and support through the last year. I do hope Your cluster end soon I wish I could do more than just say that but fact is that is all I can say and hurt and feel helpless as you once did when you saw me have one.
To all the people I have met in person and spoke to on the phone, I apologize to each of you for anything that I ever did to upset you all in any way. I love you guys.
To all the people I have offended on the board I am so sorry, God knows I never wanted to do any more than help.
I have not gone far I am only a email away. I am not mad I am not hurt in any way shape or form. I just think its time for me to move on I should have stepped aside a long time ago but I just kept holding on. Its kind of like the kids moving out there just comes a time we have to let go of the things we love.
I will finish the work I have started for OUCH, Carl, and the convention. I won’t let anyone down.
I love you all and I hope someday that all can work together on this message board and make things work.
You will all be in my heart and I wish you all pain free days and nights and a cure in the near future.
Your cluster friend
Elaine