Posted by Trouble/Tracy (195.147.150.121) on April 07, 2000 at 11:52:15:
In Reply to: OK - Time for me to be serious posted by Jack on April 07, 2000 at 07:33:32:
Get what I mean? Trouble is more my alter ego than anything else. I'm a real happy go lucky kind of person, I *HATE* arguments and fighting of any kind. I don't tease, I'm just no good at it!
However, when I see what I *perceive* to be someone being victimised I let "Trouble" out, she's what my Mum and my husband has always called my "evil twin", she is me, but a part of me people don't see very often. The Tracy that posts here is ME, Trouble is my.....I don't know what you'd call her. My temper, my sense of injustice or just my backbone. I'm happy, she's serious. I can *NEVER* think of a smart remark (I've been known to ask people to repeat an insult hours later, because I've just then thought of brilliant put-down), but she has them just roll of her tongue!!
I'm not saying I'm a split personality or anything. I'm just saying that when I let my guard down my ......temper, for want of a better way of putting it, gets the reins and off we go!
She also helps me deal with the dark days, because I get angry with the pain and that helps me deal with it. Whether it's CH or CPH.
But PEACE!!!! I'll try to keep her in check, I can't promise she won't escape again, she's always around. But I see the point people are making, and I *GET THE HINT*!!! However, I still can't agree with Drummer said about the whole 6th baby thing!! On that one I'm with Trouble all the way! Tracy/Trouble (her "evil twin")