Posted by Elaine (24.88.1.116) on March 22, 2000 at 00:51:37:
In Reply to: I think lack of self esteem is difficult to admit due to low self esteem. posted by NickD on March 21, 2000 at 23:23:54:
You found love you just can not see it. Love does not always come from a mate. I can tell you that from experince. You know what? The ch.com board is so full of love, just look around. You are good person I can tell and you have to open your eyes take those sun glasses off. The sun might hurt your eyes some but it will soon stop and feel good. There is a song I love its called Love is the only house big enough for all the pain. The other song is The chain of love they are country songs but the words are so true. To recieve love you have to show your love. I can see your love for your children. I know there is more love to be found in you. Why don't you let it out.
You limp you say. I have a little problem with balance since my stroke. I also can no longer do math. You know what I am not going to let those little things bring me down. You know they might have left one cell from the cancer in me and it might come back and I might not make it next time. I am not going to let that stop me from living loving and laughing. Maybe my time here will be short and then maybe not. I am going to make the best of how ever long it is. Smile Nick Love is here. Just open your eyes don't let it pass you by.