Posted by Carl D (208.4.16.72) on March 11, 2000 at 18:40:18:
In Reply to: Depression, Life, on top of it all Clusterheadaches!! posted by Doug L on March 11, 2000 at 16:08:07:
Doug,
I can relate to the rope being on fire. I know how hard it is to deal with everyday life and try to cope with clusters at the same time. I also know all too well what happens when they completely take over, and destroy your life.
I'm sure you've read my previous posts where I have emotionally just lost it on the board. I have lost nearly everything that I worked most of my life to obtain, was homeless for a brief period, lost many, many friends (including the love of my life), and have spent many a night alone, in tears - either from a ch attack, or just from the hardcore depression of realizing my life went down the tubes; all the potential I had to make it as a musician and make something of myself in this relentless world has been pretty much gone.
Were here for you Doug. I know it's not quite the same as having someone right there with you, but we are here for you. I don't think I would be here now if it weren't for the love and compassion of some of the truly wonderful people on this board.
Hang in there.
Were in this together now...we will make it through somehow...
Peace,
Carl D