Posted by August (206.102.3.214) on March 11, 2000 at 01:40:26:
(lya) I was watching twister tonight. (Actually I was watching my cat watch twister) A tornado seems like a good analogy at times. Somtimes it feels like there is a vortex of energy with this pain. It sucks up all my energy and focus while I'm under attack. If someone is talking to me when I'm in the vortex I can't even respond, sometimes I can't even hear them. Then it disapears just as fast as a twister does. Cluster pain has become such an intregal part of my life that I've stopped wondering what life would be cluster free. If I was cluster free I'd have to wear a watch again. Na -Just wouldn't be worth it.