Posted by greg (207.61.107.90) on February 23, 2000 at 13:00:38:
first thank you to everyone on here for helping nic cope with this hell and in turn helping me and the kids too
second i dont type and dont understand no matter how much nic explains to me why this stupid thing is not in alphabetical order
i have not put anything on this thing or board what ever you call it cause i don't type and didnt feel i have anything worth while to say cause nic can talk and type much better than me besides been in too much pain to even think of looking at this thing but nic has printed stuff off for me and read stuff to me
seeing me having a ch she can see things different
i only see pain and wanting to end it for me and my wife and kids but now i have to say to todd that i would just like to add my definition of a ch sufferer i think it is a pretty simple one its this if you sufferer from a pain in your head on one side that is so bad that you would do absoluely anything on earth to rid not only yourself but your beautiful loving wife and wonderful kids of this hell to take away all of this nightmare so that you would never have it back if you can never give up hoping for a cure and or a treatment and that when something works all you can think of is the possitive thought of this time this thing will work
if the pain is destroying your life your hope and your mind that is ch
if you are so far gone that you have become this cynical and defeated maybe you should get some councelling i hope and i pray that this tea works for me and if you cant get anything from it or anything else you have tried yet i hope and pray for you that something will be found that cures you even if you have lost hope for that
no more pain for anyone cluster tension trauma nothing
greg