Posted by Elaine (24.88.1.116) on February 06, 2000 at 08:50:01:
I sat up all night, I cried all night, I walked the floors all night, I wanted to scream, I prayed! The pain was not in my head. It was in my heart. I talked to a cluster friend on the phone last night. My friend had given up on life. We talked but in the end he hung up on me and his last words were. Nothing matters cause he wouldn't be here. I have watched for a post a email something all night. Nothing! No this pain is worst than any cluster I know! I will take 10 clusters over this any day! Friend if you are ok please let me know. I care!