Posted by Ted (152.163.207.51) on February 05, 2000 at 23:45:38:
In Reply to: To all: When is your check-out time? posted by Francois on February 05, 2000 at 22:53:59:
2045 at 9:34 AM. But since you probably are less interested in my check out time then you let on, can I ask you something? When those special things give you comfort for how long, will it be your sign that check out time is near? Hell, I went through a number of months with no reaction to the things that I once cherished. And this was just a few months back. And yes, a lot of it did have to do with feeling of being completely worn down by non-stop CH attacks. I was sure that I had finally lost the battle and it was now a matter of days before I surrendered my body to my mind. And then I realized that this mental state happens from time to time during the bouts. And that I've lived through this feeling before and had some wonderful experiences in life because I remained strong. And now that I made it through that stage again, I've again had new and more wonderful experiences that I never would have had if I offed myself. I suggest you hold off and meet me in line on February 6, 2045