Posted by sailpappy (166.62.176.74) on February 03, 2000 at 10:55:39:
In Reply to: dope... posted by hub on February 02, 2000 at 13:24:55:
First and foremost there was nothing fun about taking Morphine after being completely "Drug Free" for almost 10 years. It took a great deal of thought and I have suffered the mental anguish of feeling like a total failure for the past 48 hours. I have been through every medical and chemical treatment available and that why I chose to go drug free in the first place.
Unless you are a qualified Neurologist or a Magician that can do what no Doctor in the past 30 years has been able to do I think you might hold on to you Judgment. I had a total of 60 mg of morphine and it did allow me to get some rest which I desperatly needed. I ask for nothing more than that because my syndrome is so sever I have come to expect no more. If you've got a valid statement then let's have it, I can feel guilty enough on my own! John