Posted by Bobbie P. (161.184.21.143) on January 28, 2000 at 12:57:22:
In Reply to: Weekend Discussions begins! Topic 2 posted by Elaine on January 28, 2000 at 07:30:04:
I hate the life that having CH's stole from me. I have often wondered what it would have been like without them. I look at my son and wonder what it would have been like if he knew I once had a pretty good sense of humor and I was actually quite playful. There is a side of me that he has never seen. It's like the child in me went into hiding the day they started(20 years ago)and has rarely been seen since. I don't care for the person I become a few hours before the demon hits. My mood changes drastically, and I become Mrs. Hyde. You don't want to go there girl, it's not pretty.