Posted by Elaine (24.88.1.67) on January 20, 2000 at 04:09:25:
I am at the end of my rope now, I have had two bad clusters tonight, nothing worked. Counting walking Imitrex cussing I tried it all. I feel like screaming and I am so tired. If I have another one tonight I believe I will be tempted to try and pull my own head off, I thought a lot about your story tonight Carl. I feel like venting tonight. Why? 20 years day in and day out. I like to think I am fighting and wining but nights like this one makes me wonder. I always know the pain will stop but I also know the pain will return. It sucks sorry ya'll bad night.