Posted by Bruce on October 28, 1998 at 10:17:43:
In Reply to: Re: My Update posted by Jerry on October 28, 1998 at 05:32:36:
I drink so much water I feel like a dog. I dont thinks its a dehydration thing. For me I think its 2 DIRECt things. The first being stress.My ex wife is keeping my daughter away from me.This is a VERY stressful time for me. a week without my daughter is like 2 mintues without air. I cant take it. The second thing I believe is the thought of getting a CH.The fear of getting one is terribale as well. Going to bed and wondering at what time will I be awakened tonite??? Talkin out my problems with my therapists certainly helps. Holding onto anger is bad too. My body absorbs that somehow.l Its in my head. There in lies my CH. I saw my therapist yesterday. Got really mad. Said what i felt and dint hold anything back and guess what. For the first time in weeks I slept thru the nite. NO HEADACHES last nite. Oh my god!!!! What a wonderful feeling!I got imatrix yesterday and didnt need it but the thought of having something to stop the pain was great to know. This message board has helped me sooo much. I think about you guys while going thru my pain and I think....Ii am not alone and others feel the same as me. Stay strong. They are maikin it so can I!!!!
thanks for everything
Brucie