Posted by Carl D (208.4.16.244) on January 09, 2000 at 15:56:27:
In Reply to: The Pain! posted by El;aine on January 08, 2000 at 10:57:14:
Elaine,
I feel it the most hardcore in my temple and secondly in my eye. I also have pain around the ear (almost feels like its in the bone) and the back of my head into my neck ( I have a "Knot" on both side of the back of my neck that never goes away.) Sometimes, even while not in a attack, if I bend over I get a sharp pain in the back of my head. My jaw aches too.
I am in the process of aborting my 4th one since 3:00am, and it is 2:55pm right now. I have a feeling I am going to be in big big trouble soon, as I now know how bad ERGOTs can mess you up, and at the moment I don't care as long as I can make the pain stop.
At this point I could really care less of what others may think of me, whether I am a whimp or not, but I am in tears (and if someone called me a whimp right now at this moment in my face, I would suddenly have a funky taste in my mouth and they would not have a throat - yes, I am that angry.)
Ok, I'm sayiung too much how I feel at the moment. I am so sick of this - and I am afraid what will happen once I have to stop taking ERCAF again.
Carl D