Posted by Bernadette (204.115.229.49) on October 12, 1999 at 08:22:57:
I am so sick and tired of people claiming to know what it is that I am saying when I post. Not once have I ever posted a post to make someone feel bad only to let them know what was in my heart. I can see that so many people think that my actions are unecessary when I speak of God, or my true feelings or even when I just say something out of the kindness of my heart. God has given me wisdom and I am not going to be hurt by anyone on this board again. People have emailed me telling me reasons why they didn't want to post anymore and I felt so bad but told them that they shouldn't but you know something I now know what they feel. This board only belongs to certain people and I can see that this woman is not allowed here. I am done with trying to be kind because right now my heart is really hurting and I just realize that I'm not wanted here. I am also sadden because I WILL NOT BE GOING TO THE CONVENTION. I mean heck who wants the Black Christian girl there anyway, and what makes it even worse is that I didn't start getting treated like this until people saw what I looked like. I guess some things will never change. Good bye all, please don't email me because my mind is made up. I am not wanted here and I have been told by many different people. My opionions arn't wanted here so GOODBYE.
Bernie