Posted by Linda Howell (209.78.172.86) on October 03, 1999 at 22:54:04:
Last night I had the worst C.H. in all the 12 yrs. I've been having them. It went on for so long and I was screaming so hard that a neighbor who lives an acre away, heard me at 4a.m. and called the Sheriff think I was being raped or murdered. I stood at the door crying, and pulling out my hair trying to explain to the cop what was going on. I've never really had it this bad, but I want to apologise for my post. I don't know what in the hell I was thinking. What could any of you have done for me. I was going totally insane, and can't believe I didn't die just from the pain, much less from the banging. I cryed this morning when I read all the beautiful messages from you all. Today I feel like a Mac truck ran over me and dragged me for miles and I fear going to sleep, but I wanted to thank you guys and also apologise for putting you in a frustrated position of not being able to do anything.
Linda Howell