Posted by Shellie (152.163.204.177) on September 29, 1999 at 11:35:57:
Well, here I am again!! The devil has been visiting more often than usual and once again, I'm on my way to trying yet another kind of med.! I had (7) #9's yesterday and have decided it's time...ya know the time when you cant function, you sure as hell cant think straight and you'd be willing to try just about anything for a moments relief!!? FEAR...of sleep, of driving to pick up the kids, to eat or drink certain things, FEAR of everything....people do not understand, they say "Just get up and beat this headache"!!or "Your just too stressed out", or whatever and ya know what...I would love to get up and
"BEAT" these H/A's, and hell yes, I AM stressed out, do people really think this is a way of life I would CHOOSE?? Ignorance is bliss is what I say!! I'm hanging on by a thread here...and the one thing I will not let go of.....Hope!! One day, I have hope that someone, somewhere will find a cure for CH's and then we will all live pain-free, but until then, I will try anything....read anything in regards to CH's and I guess, life just goes on....one freakin' H/A at a time!
In a FUNK~
Shellie